He is Beautiful

Well... I am thinking about him, just like a bomb which explodes in my mind...

I can tell you alots of things about him, about why i said that he is beautiful, why i decided to write about him n put it into my blog.

I know him, and I am sure that he know me either.

I love the way he smile at me, but the way he smile  to all people just as beautiful as he gives to me, that abit hurts me because i dont even get something special from him.

Yeah...thats way I said that he is beautiful.

I almost love everything that i know about him, that makes me so worry and i dont know how to tell to myself about my own feeling.

He always in my mind during this holiday, he always in my mind during the day before i sleep.

He loves to help people around him, he really cares all stuff around of him.

Thats way i say that he is beautiful.

He really loves his family, it can be showed by his attitude for his family.

He is smart enough to make u understand about all things that he wanna tell to you.

Thats way i said that he is beautiful.

That is about him, n how about us? NOTHING.

How close I am, how long I spend my time with him, that wont make any diffrent. There looks like a big wall between us, high  big wall exactly.

I know what kind of wall it is, it isnt made of  wealth, degree, age or ethnic, but somthing else. Maybe its confusing you but i dont mean to do that. Just guess, so its just a heads up for everyone.