My Bubble Gums Memories

This is about me and my memories.
There were alota memories that I have tried to keep them up.
I was tryin to hide them as deep as I cud.
But well who nous...everythin that we have got effort of them start to broke our defense.
Maybe it was about da tym that let us be weaker day by day or maybe da tym just let us goin stronger day by day.
Again..who knows.

All those memories remaind me of all da ppl who ever been close to me.
All ppl who ever been mean in my life.
Those lyk bubble gums, its so sweet but as long as we taste it wudnt used up althought it hasnt been sweet anymore.
Gime those canvas n i cant draw it up as that bubble gums memories kill me inside.
I dont wanna  pretend my life to be another life as I wish sud be.
In my single night those memories apear and kick me down.
Sure, I need shield, I need those stuff to save me from dis memoriws which stick me on bad side and such as the darknees that forbid me to see da light. It was so hard to let me free from my bubble gums memories. They always stick me on their bullshit memories.